Over the years I seem to have developed two faces. Maybe even more. I am starting to feel lost somewhere in there. I often feel like I don't belong or like I have to suppress my views. In college I knew so much and spouted it off to whoever would listen. Now that I have experienced more... well I am finding that there is lots of stuff that is not carved in stone.
I voted for Obama in the primaries and then changed my mind for the big one. I am not comfortable talking about that with anyone. So so silly. I have lots of friends that don't even know me. People just like to hear themselves talk, so that's what I give them, a smile and a nod. How can you be friends with someone for years and not really know about them and their core beliefs. I hold back because I do not want to be preachy or offensive to you but in the mean time you run on and on with no regard for me.
I think I may be the perfect friend. I've always got your back, no mater which way it's facing. If you knew me, you wouldn't have mine. I know you would deny it but you forget about the hours I have spent listening to you rant on and on. I know you and how you really feel about me.
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